A friendship that I have once cherished dearly has come to a close, by my hand. The girl had, had a strong grip on my heart for a long time. Maybe it was because I wanted to help her, to see her smile. I dont know. But I have found that I am now no longer able to take what she does to herself. She cares too much about her "Rank". she belittles herself and refuses to except a compliment. She refuses to acknowledge those around her that are willing to help. And I was one of those people.
I had tried to be there for her. Tryed to make her happy but nothing worked. all I had been getting from the relationship was pain. And to be honest I have been through enough pain in my life. I dont what to go through what I've gone through again.
So i broke my ties with her. And I did it for me. We will probably never speak again, and I'm surprisingly okay with that. I'm in pain, yeah, but I just left some of my baggage behind, on my road.
If anyone needs help with anything. Or if you just want to talk. Tell me. I'll be there and I'll listen.
-Yuuka
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dont worry; baggage isnt meant to be carried past its trip. if your friendship was meant to go past that; itll solve on its own...just keep your head held strong
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