Piece of info

Heyllo, heres a piece of info for all those who actually read this. Miyoko is part panda!!!!!!! Yes, I knew this before hand and I just decided to tell you guys now. Bye Bye

Spring Break: Day 2: Event 2: Movies

Okay I'm a couple of days late with Day 2 but oh well (day 2 was Friday).

Anyway, I went out with friends to the movies. We played some twisted version of tag and hide and go seek at B/T. In other words when a couple of us left the we were in group, we would ditch them. It was fun but annoying with running up and down stairs and hiding in stores. Then we ate at A/Bs. And lastly we went to the movies. After the movies the guys (which made up most of the group were going to go to G.S. But I couldn't and guess what? I left my umbrella at A/Bs. So I went back to find that someone jacked it. It was probably our waiter, we didn't pay him much of a tip ( he was a really bad waiter). Then I went home, only to go out again, to get food.

All in all, it was fun. I got to hang out with my guy friends and see a movie. Which was free I might add, one of them bought all of the tickets.

Spring Break: Day 1: Event 1: Entertaining

So yesterday was the first day of spring break. I had met up with a friend I havent seen in awhile. Her name is Shananza.

Anyway, we went down by the bay like thing thats some what near my house and hung out. Shananza had also brought along another friend of hers, whom I had never met before. After going to the bay thing I had to text my mother dear and say that I was home (she was not home). But really I had to run over 3/4 of a mile to actually get to my house.

Once I got there another friend of mine was waiting for me by my house. I had her come in, and a few minutes after I gulped down my two glasses of water Shanaza and her friend had finally made it to my house.

then we watched Transformers (the movie). And that was it. After the movie everyone left and I was home alone for a couple hours longer.

All in all, it was a pretty fun day. I still dont understand why I feel the need to keep whoever is reading this posted on my life, but whatever. Anyway, for those of you who are having spring break I hope you're having fun and for those of you who arent I hope you have a good day.

HMMM...

Hey. So I am Miyoko and I am Yuuka's friend. I am now a writer on this blog along with Yuuka. So get used to it....

So schools out!!! Im happy about that. But I feel like somethings missing in my life... However, I can't place my finger on it. I think about today and nothing special happened. Now that I think about it this whole week nothing really happened. Last year at this time I was lively, energetic, and crazy. But now my life is boring and im quiet. I used to have a hard time picking up a book to read because I would always want todo something different. Now I read every spare second I have in the school day and at home. AAAHHHH!!! WHAT IS GOING ON WITH ME?????

Heyllo. I dont have much to type about today. I just feel as if theres something that needs to change. . .

Differences

So everyone is different right? And along with these differences there are problems. With these problems come lessons. And so on and so forth.



My friends are all different (in a good way) and they all seem to have major and different problems. And occasionally they come to me for help. Its not that i dont like helping them its just that sometimes I have so many of my own problems to deal with. For example, one of my friends came up to me with a rather large dilemma and I sat through this persons whole story, bitting back my comments because if I even gave one hint that they were wrong they would blow up on me, and start the whole "I'm your friend arent you supposed to be on my side?" thing. Anyway, it wound up with the person deciding to never speak to this person again. And they pretend like everythings okay, when its not. I see the dark circles under their eyes from those often sleepless nights. I see how heart broken they are. I see that everything they do causes them pain. And it hurts me so much to see how much pain theyre going, through. And yet, of course, I being who I am can do nothing about it.



Ugh! There I go. I am now expressing my opinion and troubles to those who dont even know me. Or met me, rather. But this seems to be a lot easier then talking to people I know about it (minus the people I know that are reading this). Or maybe its just the fact that I am too much of a coward to tell other people what I know and what I've been through. My friends arent the only ones who have issues, my dad was an alcoholic who has been through at least twenty woman in my life time (which isnt very long, I'll give you a hint, I officially turned a teen a year ago).

But anyway, I really dont feel like digging through my past and spilling my guts about everything so, I guess this is it for today.

Aside from all of my depressing thoughts, I actually had a pretty good day. Same old in school minus the fact that my english teacher was absent. YAY! Not that I dont like english its just that I dont like the teacher. My science teacher once again taught us nothing and gets continuesly told off by some of my classmates. Spanish was annoying as usual (but fun). Ummm. . . .we did nothing in Math. . . . . .Why you want to know about my day? I have no idea. But if you enjoy reading this then, whatever.

Reasons For Starting All This

Hey. My names Yuuka. I guess I should start by saying why I created this. Well, I did it mainly for me. I mean I'm sure all of you reading this has gone through some things that you would never share with anyone else. Thats really my main reason, i'm not perfect and neither are any of my friends. And thats why I love them, but no matter how much I love them, I had always had a hard time talking to them about my personal life. Why I think confiding in total strangers is any better? I have no idea.
I guess its really to tell and show people that they arent alone out there. I felt so alone when I was younger and I hated it. And I still do, and I hate it. I just don't want anyone else to feel it. Sorry for getting all sentimental.
Anyway, I hope you enjoy reading. . . . . Though, I'm not really sure who would.
I guess I'll post more tomorrow. Bye


P.S. i am horrid at spelling, so dont be surprised if you find mistakes.